okay..
I know I know
I havent been on DA at all in like forever, thus have not uploded anything, the thing is I was going thru some problums a few decades ago and just fell out of everything I was into, including Drawing and DA.

So now that I got everyting takin care of and finaly got to see all 50 Episodes of Eureka Seven in only three days, I forgot what Anime ment to me, but once I saw Eureka it all comes back.

I will now atempt to regain my skills (little skills, but at least some skill) of drawing again

wow, I really havent been doing anything with pictures, all the lost time that I can never get back...

*sigh*

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I really need to get back in

so yeah, I havent uploded anything in a long time so just taking the time to say,

IM NOT DEAD!!!

I've just been sleeping...a lot

but ima try to get more things up, I'll start draling again, really soon

and Im trying to go to collige for art

probly wont happen, I dont like schools, notice that I use run on sentenses and I cant spell to save my life

the only thing I thank I was good in school was are and math

and this school requiers an essay......*now I am dead*

IM such a cowerd who cant spell

okay, well hers the dill,
I kinda meet this girl last year, well I didnt reallt meet her, Just knew of her thru friends. but shes soo cute and I like her, and she seems happy alot, and she just does cute little things, she has a soft voice and is just like, so pretty and I liked her, and toled her friends I liked her. Well she was a fresman last year, and I was a Senior, so after I graduated, I didnt thank Id ever see or hear from her again, but she sent me a message over myspace and I didnt know it was her, wel I found out it was her, and I was like, WHOOOWWW, dude shes talking to me!!! Well we started to talk, and I toled her I wanted to tell her something, and and and

well I toled her that I like her, and she was like,..spetchless, becasue she didnt say anything, I was expecting her to tell me offf, and all kinds of crap, but then she like...scared the holy living something outa me...she sead "I like you too"

um..now what do I say??
im scared now, this girl is 16, and im 19, is that too old?? I dont thank iv really recoverd enough from my last relationship, should I just star a new one with her?? I want to, but what about the problums we'll casue?? Im 19, her dad wouldnt like that, her friends would thank bad of her, and people would thank im a cradel rober

I like this girl a lot, more than just like, but not really love yet, I have like the biggist crush on her iv ever had, and, I would be really happy if I could start dating her, but then what about her dad?? I dont need him chasing me with a pair of bolt cutters or a shotgun, I wouldn't hurt her, I wouldn't try to hurt her, I want to like..just be happy with her, I could be happy with her, but would she be happy with me?? She sead she liked me, but that was me from last year, does she still like me?? Ive changed a lot, got pircings and just went a little crazy, and, I dont thank Im really good enough for her, thats why im so scared of her, I dont want her to thank I was a mistake, and I dont want it to be just s temporary relationship, I dont want to have her for a few months and lose her to someone else like I did last time, if I get her, If I get this girl, I want to keep her forever, you know, I thank im ready for just having one girl in my life that means everything, maybe, I hope she can be that girl, BUT, is she ready for a relationship like that?? shes only 16, she still has the rest of her life to be her, free, does she want a serious relationship like mine??

I really really like this girl, and she may not know it, but she means a lot to mel

*sigh* Id love to be with her, would she feel the same way??

You know what??
Forgive the spelling

okay so I didn't leave for AIT this year, sorry to just now inform you...like...a month late I know.

but anyway, I got a job (woot woot) I work from 3 to 11, kinda sucks, I have no night life anymore, not that I had one, but now garentied not to have one till I get a day job.....
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everything is good I guess, brother moved back in, kinda sucks...a lot...all he does is cause problums, \

I'm getting my car in like a week (yay yaaay)

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I get paoed next thursday (WOOOOT)

well thats bout it, I graduated, can't remember if I toled you that before....
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I found a new love for .hack// (dot hack// for those who don't know what a "." is)

..and...well....
everything is totally posem except for a few relationship problums that me and her need to eoork out, I'll probly run off and kill myself If I ever lost her, and I'm not ready to die yet


so yeah....I got a new cell phone, natonwide, so I guess if you want, send me a message and I'll send you my number, now remember, I'm a 19 year old "boy" (kid at heart ^-^)
okay so I'm not a perv, I don't try to meet little girls, or yung women some wired place, just talk is all i'll do...so yeah...I'm, not a perv, and it would be really cool to talk to some of you people, really awsome,
Crystal Dragon.....Moonlight kitty...um...and others I can't really thank of right now, sorry I'm brain dead lol

wel send me a message, I'm bored!!!!!!